How do we make sense of it. What does it mean.
So I searched my archieves. Man, I have written alot over the years. So much... It's how I try to make sense of the darkness, of the light, of the grey area.
Silence
The
Sound I most want to hear:
Silence
Please
draw near to me
Oh sweet Silence
Oh sweet Silence
I
cannot think
In the chaos of noise I further sink
In the chaos of noise I further sink
To
be numb in stillness for awhile
To have my mind free
To have my mind free
Longing
I am for Silence
Take
a drink, embrace the cheap Chemical thrill
if only the nervous soul I could still
if only the nervous soul I could still
Come,
Come to me - Silence
It
hurts, this noise
The abundance of ideas in my head
The abundance of ideas in my head
What
I need is quiet Silence
My
art, my craft
all this noise leaves me daft
all this noise leaves me daft
Silence
- where can thou be?
My
focus shot
My ideas turned to rot
My ideas turned to rot
Craving,
seeking the Golden Silence
Inspiration
pure & sweet
in my belly liquor's heat
in my belly liquor's heat
For
a bit, for awhile the voices settle - Silence
On
the edge - stretched to the limit
My creative self suddenly... co-dependent
My creative self suddenly... co-dependent
All
in quest of blessed Silence
Gone
my Gift
My soul cast adrift
My soul cast adrift
Sweet
Addiction - engulfing Silence
My
voice now silent
My soul screaming in pain
My soul screaming in pain
Oh
when will this dreaded Silence wane?